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6 made me smile :)s ¬ Make me smile [07 Oct 2005|08:28am] [ mood | happy ] so does anone ever update or even get on this thing anymore? i def. haven't..we moved and after we moved i kinda broke my computer, so therefore i cant get on anymore..oh well..it might be better that way..schools kickin my butt! so i dont kno exactly how long its been since ive been on this but heres the update..in a short version.cause i only have like 10 mins...buut im dating Josh Spears.and by the way if we get married my name will be Brittany Spears..ugh..lol im very happy with him, he makes me feel like a better person, completely...i guess after schools out were moving in together..in my moms other house in ashland..and for those of u who dont kno..theres gonna be a baby..yea i was upset at first but now, im excited..im having a boy..and hes gonna be a lil football player.im excited..so is josh...i think more than me actually..lol sunday i'll be 4 months..im not even really showing yet..hmm..lol oh and by the way, for those of u who are wonderin Josh is from Coal Grove..he lives over here now..but he grad. from Coal Grove a few years ago...*sigh* i do love him.. without a doubt well i just wanted to update everyone...i guess i'll try to do more later... -brit

7 made me smile :)s ¬ Make me smile [20 Mar 2005|11:51pm] [ mood | fluuuuu ] [ music | somethings missing-john mayer ] wow, its been a really long time since ive updated..i tell myself everyday that im gonna update..but im always too lazy or something..but i do still get on here and read other lj's..so i guess im not slackin with lj completlly! I WANT A GUY. . . .who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. a pretty boy. but not so pretty that i feel awkward. someone who would think i was beautiful if i dressed so trashy it was classy. someone who would sing to me at random moments. who would let me sleep on their chest. a boy who would beat the shit out of someone if they called me fat. i want someone who would call me 3 times a day if he went away. someone who would let me gossip to him and would just smile and agree with everything i said.he would throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb and then dog pile on me and kiss me a million times. and someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh he would surprise me with 25 cent rings and he would take me to the park and put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. someone who would kiss my neck just to have a reason to tell me how much he likes my new perfume and at night we would dance in our pajamas and he would tell all his friends about me and smile when he did it. we would sit on the kitchen floor and eat peanut butter and jelly sandwiches.. and we'd make out in the pouring rain. he would tell me when he didn’t think something looked good and i wouldn’t mind. he would run his fingers through my hair even if it was dirty. he would share lollipops with me and get along with all of my friends.he would never be afraid to say " i love you " in front of his friends and we would argue of silly things with me then make up.i want a boy who would take me to target to just make fun of some of the stuff there. we would kiss at midnight on new years and make funny faces at each other when i'm on the phone. i want a boy who would count stars with me and be friends with my family. i want someone who would stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make a dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket and squirt water guns at each other in the house. someone who would tell me im beautiful but not too often .. someone who would look me in the eye and tell me something serious that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. someone who would make me laugh like no one else could. someone who would hold me closer than normal when i'm sick,. we would buy tons of disposable cameras and take lots of pictures. but mostly, I want someone who would be my best friend and would never lie to me or break my heart . . . .     hmm..i think i met a guy..who knows whats gonna come out of it..but hes so much fun..ive known him for a while..but were starting to hang out more..which is wonderful..and what i love the most is that he almost always knows what to say or do to make me smile and melt my heart..but we both dont want anything serious right now, so thats good that were both on the same page! lol but im gonna go to bed now..byee! oh and i think i have the flu agian shouldnt u only get that like once a year..ughh! -britni

3 made me smile :)s ¬ Make me smile [21 Feb 2005|12:11am] [ mood | he rules ;) ] [ music | howie day-collide ] this weekend was absolutly (sp?) awesome.. friday..did nothing at all..me and april and erin and christa hung out..we drove around trying to find something to do..all we did was meet up with ppl and then drove around some more..lol..it was actually fun tho..just spending time with ur friends and laughing and telling heart to hearts...its fun.. saturday..mom went outta town for the night..lol..but i went and hung out with corie..we met erin and christa and jessye and april at toms office..we drove around..took care of a few things..lol..and then we went back to toms office, and there was a bunch of ppl there..so we  sat there and talked for about an hour..that was actually a lil bit of fun..although i only talked to like dj, nat, the girls, and maybe a few others..there were a shit load of ppl there..ive never seen that many ppl there...but once agian..me and the girls did nothing and still had a blast! and then  me, christa, erin and corie came to my house for a lil bit, then bobo and clay came over..then dj came over..lol..we hung out here for a min, and then i went to kaitlins..which i had planned on staying there..but that plan didnt last too long..lol..oh and by the way kaitlin got a puppy and hes soooooo cute...his name is MACK..i call him MACK DADDY..lol but after being at kaits for a lil while..i get a phone call from a certian somebody that i thought i was mad at...he asked if i wanted to come hang out with him and a few friends..so after debating on it for a lil while..i decided that i would go...soo..i got my stuff together..and then he picked me up..and i can honestly say..its amazing how much ONE phone call can turn ur night totally around..but we picked up one of my friends and then went out and hung with all of them at wells house..it was alot of fun.. so when i hung out with this guy..i felt awesome...i mean ive had a lil "crush" on him for over a year..and it seems like everythings just falling into place with this guy...and its awesome..he didnt even try anything on me..like i mean we cuddled and stuff..and that rules...and i let him come to me..but besides that..he didnt try anything more..and i like that..most guys just would have atleast tried something..and i hate that..it just seems like this guy is perfect..but iono..i guess some things seem to happen for a reason.  hopefully all things will fall into a different place this time... i dont want things to go like they ended up before with the last guy i thought was perfect..  ... ive got a smile on my face =)   tonight..went and met april and then took travis and zach to treys..hung out there for a while...all of the guys were there playin poker..lol..they all rule! i was supposed to hang out with *him* tonight..but i called him at like 11 and told him that i was really tired, cause we both didnt get but maybe 2 or 3 hours of sleep last night..so i just told him that i was gonna come home and sleep..and he has to get up at 8 in the am..so i wanted to let him sleep too..and he wants to come over tomorrow..soo, im excited.lol..then i came home and now im tired..lol   wow..okay im gonna go...bye! -brit   "i love just layin here, holding u.." -by mr. "perfect" (maybe he had fallen asleep for a second and maybe hwas talking in his sleep..lol, thats my luck)

2 made me smile :)s ¬ Make me smile [15 Feb 2005|05:27pm] [ mood | sick ] as everyone knows, me and john havent been together for almost 2 months..i havent really updated about him cause its kind of a sensitive subject sometimes..i wish i would tell u all how things are between me and him and whats the deal with us, but theres ppl that read this that are immature and run and tell ppl what i say, so therefore it would all get back to him and he would yell at me..but that would be nothing new..shew.. *overall...i'm doing well. somethings throughout the days are hard, but i manage and go on. i try not to think of you...i really do. i have my good days and my bad...and most of them are good. just little things get to me-little memories that pop into my mind...all of the good times that are now thrown away. why things have to be like this only you will know. valentines day was yesterday...i had never dreaded anything more in my life. luckily i have my friends to go out to eact with..i was out with a bunch of girls and 2 guys when everyone else was on their valentine date. sad i know. all of the happy people that were around me these past few weeks that are doing their shopping, and all of the couples that were around just made me want to cry...and sometimes i do just that. this whole week i have been thinking maybe tomorrow will be a surprise? maybe he'll show up..maybe he'll bring me a rose and we can both apologize---maybe we can try this one more time. then i come back to reality and realize i'm living in a dream world. he will never show up...not like that atleast..to be nice to me Gosh britni, just get over him..not just a lil bit..get totally over him!! he came over today to bring me my tennis racquets, cause the seasons starting and i had left them both in his trunk..he had a few rude moments..but when we looked in each others eyes, for that one moment, it seemed like pure bliss..lol.. ive come to the conclusion that i just miss what we used to have when we were together..except the last 2 months..im not sure if i miss him..i mean, yea i do miss him..and i miss how he used to treat me..before things blew up with us..i believe that our love was strong enough to have made it thru our problems that we went thru..but we didnt try..we did, but it was too late..to late to save anything..We've both agreed on being friends..and only friends for a while...starting over..and i like that..being friends is good..i kno that i couldnt go on living life without him in my life...friends is perfect..!   i felt like i needed to make a post like this..i dont kno why..but oh well...im sick and didnt go to school today..mom bought be pearl harbor for vday..i think im gonna go watch it..Yay!   -brit

2 made me smile :)s ¬ Make me smile [07 Feb 2005|12:22pm] [ mood | deaths not always easy ] so havent updated in a while..hmm..sorry so my weekend plans were shot..well for saturday atleast..i planned for that one all week too..and so did he..maybe next time hunnie! ( if ur lucky..haha ) but i stil had fun saturday..even tho they werent the plans i had planned on..but it was okay..some parts sucked..but that my life story for ya! well last week i didnt go to school thursday cause i didnt feel very well..then thursday  afternoon and night i went to a family members house...and vistited him for a while..the doctors told us that he would make it fr another 72 hours..so i tried to be there as much i could..but its hard for me to be that kind of environment with everyone so sad and all..then thursday they told us that he wouldnt make it thru the night..and then thursday night manda called me at 1:30am and told me to tell my mom that we needed to get over there cause he was goin..so we got outta bed and drove over there...sat for about 15 mins..and i took manda outside and talked to her, cause i kno how she is..she holds her tears in and then she gets sick..and as her best friend and cousin, i took her outside and told her that she couldnt hold this stuff in and that it was alright for her to cry..so i just held her..then the nurses came and stuff, and took him out and it was sad..to hear my aunt cry like that killed me..i wasnt very close to Homer, but it was still  very upsetting..hes in a better place now..ive learned to understand that alot in the past few months.. so yesterday was the viewing..and today is the funeral..last night at the viewig..i couldnt look at him..it honestly killed me..i kept thinking about steven and my nephew..the last funeral i attended was my best friend of all time, steven. i couldnt make it to my nephews funeral cause it was a thousand miles away and we had just got back from being with him in the hospital..as much as i wished i would have went, i couldnt..and that killed me.. but the last funeral i was at was stevens and just steven was on my mind constantly, of course..it brought back memories f July 7..that was the day of the funeral..and now exactly 7 months later..here i am..attending another funeral of a loved one.. ive been thinking alot..i dont wanna dislike anyone anymore, cause u never kno when this person or even urself was to pass away..i dont like the thought of that..but its the truth..i try to let everyone that i love, know it...soo, everyone that i know, or dont know (lol) i love you all very much! its amazing how ppl have such an effect on ur life..when they are here..and even still when they arent.. ive thought alot about steven the past few weeks..it just seems like everything i do, i think of him..i always say "yea, me and steven used to do this" or "steven once told me.." and everyday i say this "i really miss steven!!" i just hope that everyone taht i loose in my life..will always know how much i love and care about them..thats one of my bigest worries..is wether steven or nicholas or homer REALLY knew how much i truely care about them..i hope they do! i need to go get ready.. i'll post later im sure.. byeee britni

3 made me smile :)s ¬ Make me smile [26 Jan 2005|04:18pm] [ mood | i hate colds :( ] i really do try to update..but it just seems like i never have time..i started chem. monday...ahh..i have a feeling this is gonna be a long and hard semester..i still have my bad grade in geom.. its a passing grade..i just think its a bad grade..and i really do try in that class..and it just seems like i can never get the grade i think i deserve...i bust my ass trying in that class and i never get anywhere..i always end up with the same grade..its killin me..grr! havent done alot lately..just sat around mostly, theres nothing to do anymore..i kinda wish iw ould have been in the st. joe skit..but they only had like a week or 2 to get stuff organized..and i hate being rushed..and i was afriad that would happen..but oh well..i think id rather be in the stands watching all of my friends in it..lol..i think it'll be cute! i didnt go to school today..i felt like absolute crap this morning..i think its just where i havent got alot of sleep lately...and i dont understand my body at all..like im soo tired all thru out the day..but i gota stay up and do hw and stuff...but by like 10 or 11 im wide awake..and not tired at all...i dont understand it!!! teh smart thing to do would be to go to bed at like 8...BUT.i have things to do..and thats impossible..hmm.. theres a rumor going around bout me..im sure some of u guys have heard about it...its the stupidest thing ever...this guy is going around saying that i messed around with him..while i was dating john..and i never did..and i asked him y he was saying it all..but he said he didnt kno..it just slipped out one day and he doesnt want ppl to think hes a liar now..so if anybody asks him he gonna tell them that we did..that really pisses me off..cause i dont want my ex to think that i cheated on him..cause i didnt..not at all! so about john...i dont kno about us anymore..we broke up because of a lil fight..he got more pissed thru out the fight and said some things that really hurt me..and he broke up with me...for the 3rd time that month..i couldnt take it anymore..we were laways fighting..and i believed that we could work thru any fight..but his solution was to just break up, and expect me to go back out with him a day later...i did it before..but i couldnt do it agian..cause all he would have done was kept doing it..and i couldnt handle that, i had alot of shit going on then..and i told him that i couldnt take him back for a while...that we needed time apart..well its been a lil over a month..and were starting to get a lil back to normal around each other...well last week was a bad week for us..but idont wanna explain that...but then he tells me sunday about something that happened..and i didnt understand it...hed been telling me that he wanted me back and that he couldnt wait...but then he went off and did something the next day..i dont understand that..i dont expect him to wait...i want him to live his life and have friends..but i wish he wouldnt tell me things and then show me something different..hmm..i dont want all of the hurt to come back...i wish we could be good friends...but he wont quit trying to play me..and teh other girl..i dont need that..nobody does...that might sound bitchy..but im sure if u knew the whole story..u would definitely understand... okay this is wayy long..i'll update later..bye! -brit oh yea..im gonna go with james and kait..and maybe other ppl tonight to CBs Seafood and Spirits..haha..ive never been there and neither has kait or james..but we wanna try it out...im excited..i like trying new things!

1 made me smile :) ¬ Make me smile [14 Jan 2005|05:15pm] [ mood | i thought that was funny haha ] Yay!!! thanx to nik, ive got my lj lookin good...THANX NIK!!! and i looove it..tell me what u think?

3 made me smile :)s ¬ Make me smile [13 Jan 2005|04:12pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | hoobastank-running away ] i need help with my lj..anyone wanna help? :) i got my background on here..i kno how to do that now..and i changed my comment words thingy..but i dont kno how to change anything else..i mean i do, i just dont kno how to get the color codes or whatever...but i dont kno how to change my boxes to transparent or whatever..like the boxes that show my enteries..hm..i wonder if im even making sense to any of u.. but anyway..i just need help gettin color codes and changing the box things to transparent...just comment...   i dont even kno if i want that background..im just testing it out to see if i knew how to do it..and i did..so now i have to find a new background..oh well i kno how to do it now..so thats all athat matters.. okay bye. -brit

2 made me smile :)s ¬ Make me smile [27 Dec 2004|04:01pm] [ mood | lifes complicated.. ] [ music | what i love about sunday-craig morgan ] i dont know what i want anymore..bout everything..im totally both happy and sad..about alot of stuff..and i dont kno how thats possible.. ive read some ppl profiles and lj's and they say that they are sad and happy but i  never thought that could be possible..til now, when im feeling the same thing..and i hate it..y cant i just be totally happy!? but i kno that lifes complicated and i can except that..but why THIS complicated..i just dont understand..i try and try to make everyone happy but it doesnt help me in any way..it just helps other ppl..but for once i just wish that i could make myself happy..   sorry i havent updated in so long..i'll try to update more...and Merry Late Christmas everyone! -brit

4 made me smile :)s ¬ Make me smile [06 Dec 2004|12:57pm] [ mood | pissed off ] okay..once agian, im gonna try this agian with the help of a few ppl..lol this stuff has pissed me off...is not made for ppl like me...maybe they need to make a "livejournal for dummies" book..cause i could have def. used it last night..but my friends are nice enough to help me..thanx everyone!!!! <P>&nbsp;</P> <P>( pictures )</P> for some odd reason i have some weird code by my link that says pictures..but i think this might be as gooad as it gets for now..maybe next time things wont be so complicated and it will look better...lol Byeee! i love you jk..*

Make me smile [06 Dec 2004|12:50pm] okay..once agian, im gonna try this agian with the help of a few ppl..lol this stuff has pissed me off...is not made for ppl like me...maybe they need to make a "livejournal for dummies" book..cause i could have def. used it last night..but my friends are nice enough to help me..thanx everyone!!!! <P>&nbsp;</P> <P>( pictures )</P>

Make me smile [05 Dec 2004|10:42pm] okay they didnt work..i'll try to fix it tomorrow.. im stupid!if anyone wants to try to explain this to me then they can...lol..fell free to..lol i love you jk..*

Make me smile [05 Dec 2004|10:12pm] [ mood | bored ] well i just figured out how to put pics on here..so im gonna try it out to see if it works...the pics arent really recent..i just put some pics on here that were already on my computer..i dont feel liek scanning any right now..i will later..but for now, im just testing my intelligence..and seeing if this works..lol..tell me what ya think?   ( pictures )

1 made me smile :) ¬ Make me smile [23 Nov 2004|03:07pm] [ mood | peaceful ] its been a while..and ive been telling myself that im gonna stay updated on this thing...i always get on and read my friends entries..but it just seems like i never have time to update myself..lol so alot of stuff has happened since the last post.. me and john arent as perfect as myself or anyone else thought.. we have our problems just like everyone does.. a few weeks ago..i realized that i havent been spending time with my friends as much i used to..and i missed them so much..so i hung out with them..and then i realized that i havent had that much fun in so long just being with my friends..and that i didnt need JUST john to make me happy.. then i started feeling down alot more than what i had been the week before i started being with my friends..and i just was always down for like 2 weeks..and i didnt know why...i honestly really didnt know why.. well i told john that i needed some time to myself..when im with somebody 24/7, i lose myself and i dont know who i am anymore..so i told him that i just needed time to myself and time for my friends for a few days..and that i thought that it would be good for both of us to do so..well he didnt think the same thing..he thought that i didnt want to be with him anymore..and that i wanted to be with somebodyelse and that i was just letting him off an easy way..and that wasnt it at all...i love john and he makes me happy..its just i need my friends..cause guys wont always be there..and ur friends will no matter what..so me and john took our lil "break" for about a week..and then we got back together..but the thing is, we fight about everything..things that shouldnt even matter..we never fought before our "break"..so it makes me feel like everythings my fault..i just dont kno what to do anymore..i spend time with him..and then when he has to be home, i go and hang out with my friends..i never blow him off for my friends...but he makes me feel so bad for being with my friends..and we fight about that too..i need my friends just like everyone else..but i guys since he feels like he doesnt need his..then i shouldnt feel like that..i dont know..ive been confused about so much, for so long.. but all in all..no matter what happens..I LOVE JOHN WITH ALL MY HEART!!! i just need my friends sometimes..every girl does..!!! (i just wish other girls saw it like that ) on a brighter note..everything else has been fine..ive seen some old friends that i miss...and that i havent go to talk to..i love catching up on stuff with old friends.. i cant freakin' wait for tennis to start..i hate not being active...ughh...but then agian i dread haveing to practice..cause im sure im a lil rusty with it all...since i havent played in a few a years cause of my arm..but i played some this summer and i miss it so much..so im gonna force myself to suck it up and play//and not worry about gettin hurt..lol well, now that ive written a freakin novel..im gonna go now..im honestly gonna try to update more.. i love you jk..* -britni     P.S.--HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMES...I LOVE YOUUUUU!!!!!!

11 made me smile :)s ¬ Make me smile rip lil nick!! [26 Oct 2004|09:26pm] [ mood | its just too much for me.. ] Well, im gonna just go ahead and warn u now..that this is prolly gonna be a long entry...ive got alot to say... first off i would like to thank my friends for being here for me through this rough time in my life..u all have no idea how much i appreciate it.. second..schools gettin the best of me...and its kicking my ass...everynight i spend doing homework and alot too...im stressin about grades..cause i know that im not gonna get good enough grades as i should have...i was out for a week because of my nephew being in the hospital and i went to Flordia to see him..and when i returned to school i had make-up work piled on me..and plus the everyday work thats hard enough to keep up with..i hate it...i have too much stress... and third...about my nephew..nicholas (lil nick).. when he was born he was 4 months pre-mature..he stayed in the hospital for a long while after he was born..he had 9 surgeries before he was even a year old...his immune system wasnt very strong...well about a month ago he got a virus..and where his immune system was weak..it didnt fight the virus very well...and his kidneys started shutting down..well the doctors got those working..and then all of his organs started shutting down and he had internal bleeding..so the doctors put him on life support..and said they only were gonna give him a few days...well he eneded up not getting better but also not getting worse..so they kept him on life-support for a lil longer..while i was in Flordia he wasnt better nor worse..i had all my faith in him...hes always fought everything and hes such a strong boy... well yesterday i got home from school and my mom told me that lil nick was brain dead..and the doctors decided to take him off life-support and that they were going to do it at 4:30...i was crushed.. just not even 4 months ago my best friends passed away..and now..my 3 year old nephew..why? thats all i can say is why? i'll never undertsand why god takes away lil ones...a 3 year old..why... i just wish that lil nick knows how much i love him and how much i'll miss him..and that he meant everything to me..and that there wont be a day that goes by that i dont think about him... gahh..i just wish i could do something to bring him back..and help him.. and going to school..i just try to put a happy face on and smile..i dont want everyone to see the pain im goin thru..and i dont want sympathy..all i need is to kno that i have friends here for me when i need them..and i kno a few that are here no matter what...and i cant thank them enough..but i also wanna say that if im short withn anyone at school...im sorry..just please understand what im going thru.. but time for my shower..bye! i love you jk..* rip lil nick...i love you!! p.s..please pray for my family and esspecially my older brothers..i cant  imagine what hes goin through right now..just please keep my family in your prayers..thank you!! britni..

Make me smile [18 Oct 2004|09:03pm] [ mood | loved ] Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love, tonight your true love will realize how much they love you. Between 1 and 4 in the morning, tomorrow the shock of your life will occur if you break the chain, and you will have bad luck for 10 years, if you don't pass this on to 15 people in 15 min IF U GET IT BACK IT MEANS YOUR A TRU FRIEND     okay..i hate it when ppl send me these things...cause im one of those ppl that dont believe this stuff...but also think in the back of my head..."okay, would if i dont send this and something happens" but then i also think " this stuff is retarded and its never worked before so why would it do anything now" oh..and also....my true love already relizes how much they love me..he tells me everyday...im just scared about the bad luck part..lol...omg..im retarded... but all i wanted to say was...i cant stand it when ppl send these to me...cause i dont know what to do..even if it doesnt apply to me..okay, im def. confusing myself..major!!   tomorrow is -our- 9 months...im so in love with the boy..and nothng will ever change that...ive found all ive waited for..and i could not ask for more...hes everything ive ever dreamed of..hes perfect in everyway to me...-sigh-..im def. in love..and im loving it!!!   I LOVE YOU JK..*   later love..         britni

1 made me smile :) ¬ Make me smile [08 Oct 2004|11:59pm] im about to go to bed..im tired and i gotta get my rest for tomorrow... i got home from the game and my mom sits me down to have a talk with me..i thought it was gonna be a huge "drinking" lecture..but it wasnt...she told me that my brother called crying..and that he said that my 4 yr. old nephew's kidneys failed..they got them working or something..but they have him on life-support...and they gave him a 50% chance to make it..im so scared...i wish that i could hold him in my arms..but i cant cause hes 1000 miles away..*tear*...loosing one of my good friends...and then having this happen 3 months later..its killin me..it feels like everytime i get close to somebody i loose them or something happens that gives me that fear...i just dont wanna worry anymore ...for those of you who still read this..could u please keep my nephew and our family in your prayers..thank you! ive gotta go to bed now...so i can hurry and wake up in the morning so i can call my bro and check on nicholos..my nephew..*tear* night.. i love you jk..*   britni..*

Make me smile [29 Sep 2004|11:53am] well friday night, i recieved a phone call from a very close friend of mine..they were up at Plymales Branch at a party..they told me to come up there to hang out...well, i get up there and im not even there 3 mins (tops) and i get into it with that lil freshman..yea and we fought..i pushed her she reached out and clawed me (even tho she had the perfect opp. to hit me) and somehow we slipped i got on the ground, she tried to get on top of me..and i picked her up and body slamed her on the ground..and beat the shit out of her..Rachel Johnson pulled me off and a bunch of other guys held me back..after i convince the guys that im okay and im not gonna go after her agian...they let me go..and i took off after her..lol...and i heard her bawling her eyes out..and kyle came to me and stopped me and told me that i dont need to go after her anymore that i already beat the shit out of her..i was like no i didnt, im not done..well then he told me that she was coughing up blood and that he saw it...so i was like WOW...i didnt know i could do that much damage..lol well i come to school monday and everyones tellin me how much they love me cause nobody likes her..and then everyone tells me that she loaded a bunch of makeup on her face and you can tell..then everyone told me that if u look a her face, then u can see bruises..oops : ) well she has bruises and i had 2 pussy scratches on my face...lol..and now she wont look at me..haha..shes a whore!!   okay, i just wrote a lot about her..and i hate it when ppl write entries about ppl cause i think its retarded to base a whole entry on somebody you hate..but i was bored and thought i would let everyone know what happened.. and now on to the things that mean something to me.. john..im so in love..lol..i say that alot..but is true..i really am..i cant wait to see what the future holds for us..i never imagined love would feel this amazing..i love you jk!! one of my moms good friends got into a motorcyle accident saturday..it was pretty bad..my mom was supposed to be on the bike with her..but another guy got on before my mom..the doctors said that if she would have been on the bike instead of the other guy..then my mom and her friend would have both been dead..(because of the weight difference) so im glad she wasnt on there..but as for my moms friend, she cracked her bone that is from like your eyebrow to ur cheek..(whatever that bone is called) she cracked that, and crushed her wrist..she has raod rash all over her face and her eye was so swollen, you couldnt see her eye ball..she's havin surgery today on her face and arm..pray for her.. i dont know how i wanna do my hair for homecoming..my dress is kinda like a panther design..is cool.. okay im sure nobody took the time to read this all..but oh well! id like to have some feed back..major!!...lol   i love you jk..* -Britni!!

4 made me smile :)s ¬ Make me smile Bored..* [22 Sep 2004|12:01pm] Well im in computer tech..sorry i havent been updating that much..my computer is sick and its at the doctor..lol..so of course i can get on it.. john and i are doing really well..the other day was our 8 months..im so happy with him..hes everytthing ive truly ever wanted in a guy and more..i couldnt ask for anyone better..i get an amazing feeling when im with him or when i think about him...*sigh*..yes..its love..officially love..!!! well yesterday i went off on a lil freshman..i really dont like her...and its so funny how immature freshman are..it makes me giggle..lol..i told her that she is a whore and she told me to look in the mirror..make sense to anyone?! nope! lol..so anyway all day yesterday and today i have ppl come to me and tell me that i really need to beat her up..okay seriously nobody likes the girl...and today i have had 6 girls and 4 guys come to me..THAT I DONT EVEN KNOW..and they ask if my name is britni..and im like "yeah, why"..and they tell me that they love me and that i really need to beat her up..hahaha..this really makes me laugh...haha..this one girl came to me and was like "YOUR MY F'N HERO" and i was like "why" and she says "your britni schutt right?" and im like "yes" and she says " omg u went off on kayleen and i hate her and u need to beat her up.."..haha..how funny is that?!?! well anyway..after lunch this girl tells me that kayleen told her that she pushed me and i fell and got up and ran from her...hahahaha...thats funny..shes a stupid whore!...bye the way tthat didnt happen..we yelled at each other and i pushed her and kate lockhart told me that i didnt need to do this in school and pulled me a way ( which im kinda glad she did cause i would hve goten in a lot of trouble just because of a lil whore) (i love you kate!!)..but i look back and kayleens running to her class...hahaha...but hey if she thinks she pushed me down..let her think that but its not true..lol..stupid slut!! okay..im gonna stop being mean.. i guess im gonna go now..bell should ring anytime..bye!   i love you john kelly!!!!!   britni..*

Make me smile bored..* [09 Sep 2004|12:26pm] Well hello..its been so long since ive posted but not really anything has happened since then..i went to Florida to visit my dad and that side of the fam..i was there during hurricane Charley hit..it was kinda cool..lol..well before the storm hit it was pretty..the sky lit up a aqua color..and then the sotrm hit and it was kinda scary..a tree fell in my dad yard//it was big//but thank god it fell towards the road and not on the house..it would have crushed us all..ahh.. well, i gotta go...im in computer tech and the bells about to ring..i'll try to post later..bye! oh and for those of u who knows kelly akers..she was in a car accident yesterday..but shes okay..so if u have heard or do hear that she was in a wreck its okay...shes okay..bu her cars not...its sick..lol but im gonna go now.. Happy birthday Aaron Heck and Catrina Stadin!!   I love you jk!!!!   Birtni..*

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